Friday, 07 December 2007

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    Prayer of Despiration

    (*The past 5 months have been a living hell.  The past year is a mistake.  I...I just don't know.*)

    Prayer of Despiration

    “Help Me”

    “Help me” was my prayer last night,

    After all that’s been said,

    And all that’s been done,

    “Help me” was all I could ask God of me,

     

    “Help me” I cried into the darkness,

    “Help me” my soul screamed out of a world of nothingness,

    “Help me” I pleaded until exhaustion took over and my body collapsed.

     

    And you know the answer I got?

    That’s because there was none.

    Nothing.
    Nothing but silence.

    Nothing but pain.

    No peace came.

     

    And yet I wept to the heavens for help

    My body shook with fear and remorse

    The pain I feel cannot be measured or compared

    And yet there is no help.

     

    I am lost.

    Confused.

    Alone.

    And all too small in a world of hell on earth.

     

    Please, hear my cry.

    Help Me!



Comments (5)

  • wandering_muse@xanga

    You sound so alone.  If you need to talk to someone, I can listen.  I like your writing and I hate to see so much pain go untended.
  • JabezPrayer@xanga
    Jer 29:11 (NIV) "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Your desparate plea to God did not go unheard, of that I am sure. "Wait upon the Lord" - sometimes answers do not arrive immediately. I know it must be difficult, but keep praying and seeking God's answer, because He will do what is in your best eternal interest for you, but sometimes we have to wait for the answer He has in mind. Isaiah 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. Psalm 27:14 Wait on the LORD wait, I say, on the LORD. Psalm 51:2-3, 9-10 2 Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin. 3 For I acknowledge my transgressions17 The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.
  • sublimewriter@xanga

    i'm also available, and wandering muse said everything i was about to say in a comment to you. *holds you
  • WiseOrFool@xanga
    Hang in there!

    *Hugs* It's hard when cries for help always fall on deaf ears.  You have to find your inner strength, and hold onto that, for there's not always someone there. I really hope things get better for you. Just when things look at their worst, the tables start to turn. Maybe things turn soon.

  • WiseOrFool@xanga

    No problem, and thanks about what you said for my idea. :)

    You take care!

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